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| Boredom = Me 2
I don't like confrontation. I get scared when people show they care for me. I do care about people, I just don't know how to show it. I keep too much things to myself. I get hungry really easily. I'm really not as confused as it seems, sometimes. It's fun making people confused. I like challenges. Logic puzzles are so fun. Sudoku is addictive. I want to go to Cali., I miss it. My devotion life is almost non-existent, I want to improve it, someone help me, keep me accountable. The rain soothes me sometimes. I like winter more than summer; my logic is: Winter = no bugs, no allergies; Spring = bugs, allergies; Summer = bugs, no allergies; Fall = less bugs, allergies. I love it when the leaves change colors, it's so beautiful. I miss just laying on the grass by the pond in Central Park and just looking up at the clouds. I could do that for hours. Starbucks is quite overpriced, but I still go there way too much. I won't care how late you are as long as there is a Starbucks around and i have a book with me. I missed AIDS walk last year, i feel so bad. I miss participating in New York Cares Day, those were awesome times. Every time I pass a funeral home and it says funeral in session, I take a little time to pray for them. I need new socks. I'm really not as lazy as I portray to be. Sometimes I like walking around the city aimlessly. Christmas is my favorite holiday, everyone seems so much happier and jollier that time of year. Wrapped in a blanket with hot chocolate and a book, best thing to do on a cold day. It makes me so much happier when i get to wake up at 3 in the afternoon; I'll be in the best mood. Saturday is random food for dinner night. I'm so sad because I can't make it back to watch Grey's Anatomy on Thursday nights because of my stupid management class. I haven't gone ice skating in soo long, I miss it. Actually, I haven't played sports since July, I miss it. I tan too easily. My hair is getting too long. I love buying new sneakers, but I always end up wearing only one or two pairs regularly. I waste too much money on food. I really want to study aboard. I've never had a Christmas tree in my house before. I remember the first time i played resident evil, it was late at night and i was alone, I was scared out of my mind. I've never had a manicure or a pedicure. I want to go to a spa. Postsecret.com, i love the concept. Creative things makes me happy. I'm really not that mean. I'm a lot nicer to girls than to guys. I AM NOT A STONER! I'm pretty mellow most of the time. I like my notes to be all one color, written with one pen. If i start off the semester, in one subject, taking notes in one style of writing, i would have to continue in that style for the rest of the semester. I type up my notes if it's too messy, or I will write them over. I'm a very, very, very messy person. The burger king dude and Geoffrey the giraffe from Toys R Us creeps me out. Clowns freak me out. I have horrible posture. I piss people off and upset people and I don't even know it, I'm sorry. I think I'm socially retarded. I don't like approaching figures of authority. When i get nervous I literally start shaking and my voice shakes too and its obvious. I don't think I could sit still. Coffee doesn't work for me anymore, it actually makes me sleepy. I really have to stop cutting class. I should take financial accounting 3 more seriously. My fingers and toes are always cold, even in the summer. I'm a weird kid. I don't like to sit in an open public area by myself, I either need someone there sitting with me, or I have to call someone to keep me company. I can't sleep without hugging something. I'm a brand whore =X I want my ears pierced again, but I'm scared. Clowns freak me out soooo much. I really want to finish a crossword puzzle by myself once. I buy too many books. I really should be doing my homework instead of this. I don't like taking notes or filling out forms with a medium or thick point pen, only fine or very fine point pens will do. I like destroying things. I want to attend the greenwich village Halloween parade. I like watching scary movies on halloween, it's exciting. I have to stop buying AF and hollister clothing, i feel like a little white girl. Repeated patterns on clothing are cool. i want more long sleeve thermals. I replace coffee with a packet or two of sugar once in a while. Brown sugar tastes the best when you want to eat sugar alone. When I'm crashing from a sugar high, i get a huge headache. I have a lot of mini-fever episodes, I think I'm gonna die soon. I overdose on vitamins because I take gummy bear vitamins and it tastes so good. My theory is, if I miss taking vitamins for a couple of days, I could make up for it by taking 5-6 on another day =) Sometime in the future, I would like to publish a book with all the crap I have ever written; no one would buy it, but it'll be okay. I think secrets bind you down. Some days I'll have 5 meals a day and then there are days when I would eat 1 meal for the whole day. I like to sleep my hunger away, it works! I don't like being alone because when I'm alone, I tend to think a lot and that leads to trouble. I think I'm a little bi-polar; I could be really happy one second and then the next I'll rip your head off. I think I'm just crazy. I have random outbursts. The Flight comic series =) I wish there were peace in the world. I keep losing my glasses, this is my fourth pair in 3 years and it's not because i needed new prescriptions. I show up to interviews with my glasses on because it makes me look smarter. I'm scared to admit it, but i miss you sometimes. I would like to go away every vacation I have. I love hoodies. I have a thing with buying scarves, especially long, knitted, multi-colored ones. They are so pretty. Every time I say I'll come back to get it, the item i want is never there anymore, even when i do go back the every next day =I Animanics makes me happy. Cartoons these days suck!! I remember trying to wake up early to watch Saturday morning cartoons, now i try to stay asleep until 3 in the afternoon. I still remember Captain Planet!! He was the best, he's the man! When I'm writing a paper, I have to write it up on scrap paper first, then type it all up or else I won't be able to think. I don't think I'm bitter, but i guess I am. Leo Koo =) Why do all the hot/cute guys have to be gay? It's not fair. I like reading poems. I really want to read the original fairy tales, the ones before anyone prettied anything up. I want to learn how to surf. Good music makes me happy. Memories are the only things left in the end. I look back, smile and I thank God. I think way too much, I should stop. I like to do free writing, just jotting down whatever comes to mind. I want to sit on a curb of a busy street one of these days, for the whole day, and just watch people pass by. I've missed my stops on the subways on purpose because I wanted to read my book. When i put on my earphones, the world around me slowly disappears. I'm a sucker for cute things.
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| The result of procrastination :
Me:
The thing I'm most afraid of is losing people I love. There is nothing in this world I would trade my family for. I'm blessed. I think I have slight ADD and OCD. I only work under pressure. I love school, just not the work. If I could be anything, I would be an artist. I can't draw for my life, I wish I could. I'm not great at anything, only average at everything. I hate to think I'm a typical asian girl, but I am. I like it when I'm "one of the guys". I love Anne so much. I don't like to talk about my feelings with anyone. I don't know myself. Laughter just covers up my emotions. I hate myself most of the time. I'm not worthy. I'm needy. I love to food cruise. I love to sleep. Sleeping makes me forget everything. I really want to try weed once. I hate smoking. I like to believe I'm loved. I like chinese songs, even though they are so sad. Every time I hear a sad chinese song, I want to cry. I haven't cried for a long time, I miss it. I'm always afraid I would let the love of my life pass me by and not even know it. I'm terrified of dots and bugs. I like to think I'm unique. I miss fu fu. I say things I don't mean. I think "I love you" in chinese means so much more. I love cows. I miss David. I want to go back to Hong Kong. Sometimes I think every choice I've made so far has been wrong. I have no sense of direction. I've really never went to any tourist spots in NY. I get along better with guys. I don't know how to study. I think I lie too much. I scare myself. I like scary movies. Don't talk to me in the morning after I just wake up, I'll bite your head off. I'm very forgetful. I want to travel the world. I wish I know how to take awesome pictures. Photography makes me smile. I think I'm more like a liberal arts major, then an accountant. I like doing financial statements. I look forward to my federal tax class. I'm more of a phone person. I'm too lazy to type. I'm spoiled. I wish I would have put more effort into keeping in touch with people. I procrastinate like there is no end. I like to fix things, but I don't know how. I'm easily amused. I never read textbooks; I buy them to make myself feel better. My emotions affect my grades. I can't stay up that late anymore; I'm getting old. Sometimes I just want someone to be there. I should apply for a credit card. I have road rage. I put off driving because I'm scared I'll be in a car accident. I love law. I like to help people. I like to volunteer. I'm only caring to certain people. I can't stand arrogant people. I could treat people like crap and not give a darn. I like gossip. I love God. I miss faith. I love my family. I like to make new friends. I like to make people laugh. I won't talk to you unless you approach me first. I'm judgmental. I could be such a bitch. I love it when I laugh until my tummy hurts; it's been a while. I don't think anyone could ever stand living with me. It's so nice when you find someone you are so comfortable with that when nothing is said, it's not awkward, it's peaceful and you could spend the whole day sitting there doing nothing, saying nothing, and be genuinely happy and not bored at all; when I find that person, I will marry him. I say very mean things and sometimes I mean it even though I say just kidding. Gay guys are so nice. I want a gay best friend. Gerbera daisies are so beautiful. I wish I had a wider range. I'm a sneaker whore. I use the word "love" too freely. I want to be athletic. I kind of want to leave NYC. I keeping buying stuffed animals and I don't really do anything with them; they just end up stuffed in a corner somewhere. I hate girls that try to act cute all the time. Fine point pens. I'm technologically challenged. I sometimes enjoy the ferry ride, sometimes. I never take the initiative. If I have a crush, it's either very small, ones I get over in a day, or it's huge and I'm head over heels. I've probably had around 3 or 4 huge crushes so far, it always lasts a long, long time. I'm too easily attached to things. I've always wanted to start a bizarre collection. I tend to like tall guys. I love my friends, without them I don't know where I'd be right now. My first job was at Barnes and Noble and I loved it; I would go back. I regret a lot of things I do. I want to dress up like a princess. The first impression most people have when they see me is a quiet, sweet asian girl; boy are they wrong. Music is my friend. I like to write stories and poems when I'm bored. I don't like eating alone. Books are my friends. I want a scrapbook. I wish I could knit. I miss biking and roller blading. I can't cook for my life. I don't like wearing shorts or skirts that go above my knees. Heels scare me, but they are pretty to look at. Sometimes I just want to sit in my room and do absolutely nothing. I'm easily bored. Not many people has seen me mad or pissed off and trust me, you don't want to. I don't really love oranges that much. I'm very sarcastic. I get Bibimbop at Korean restaurants because I like saying the name. People over analyze everything, just keep it simple. I only eat Oreo’s with milk. I like it when people text me random messages. I miss living in brooklyn. I'm really not that shallow, even if it seems like it. I wing most of my exams. I never do homework if it's not required. I feel like I'm learning nothing in school. I tend to push away people that get too close to me too fast. I've always wanted to sit down and have an awesome conversation with a bum. Money isn't everything. I wish I had the courage to say everything I ever wanted to say to everyone. I like heart to heart talks. I prefer smaller groups. I can be serious if I wanted to, but most of the time I don't. I want to try dorming. I'm in no hurry to grow up. I would do anything in my power to save someone I love. Walls. I wish I was more fun. If I ever remember a dream, they are always very bizarre. I like dogs that look dumb. Every time I see him, I have the biggest smile. I like to play dumb for as long as I possibility can. I know I should get rid of my dried flowers, but a part of me doesn't want to. I'm scared to come home alone at night. I laugh at the stupidest things. I like to take things apart and try to put it back together. Society pisses me off. Idiots piss me off. People that think they are never wrong piss me off. I listen to the lyrics more than I listen to the instruments. Sometimes I just want to disappear. Reading briefly takes me out of my own world. I'm stubborn. I like building things. I get bruises and I don't remember how I got them or when. Rings are pretty. I hate people that do not listen. Guys with glasses =) I want to try skydiving. Food. I always wanted my eyebrow pierced or one of those bar earrings that go across the top of your ear. I like my haircut, despite what people say. I thought ______ was perfect. I'm too lazy to change the channel without a controller; I rather spend my time using my jedi powers to try to get the remote to come to me. White guys are so much hotter, yet I always fall for asians. People I fall for are not hot, why? I love big/huge bags. Creamsicle orange converses. I contradict myself a lot. Selective tolerance. If you know I don't like you, don't talk to me. Milk and cookies. I like to act tough, but I'm so not. Slow internet connection bugs me. I want to change the world. I don't think death fazes me anymore; it's more the pain that comes with it. Walls bump into me, not the other way around. I love the food channel. JEM is awesome. Jason Mraz makes me want to dance on the subways.
I don't want to hear anymore, " i dont know you" crap! The list will continue..haha
if you read through that you must be maddd bored.
use any of this against me and you will die.
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